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thank u, tiania for making me smile for teh first time since he left me
"dont make sum1 ur everything, bcuz when theyre gone... u'll have nothing"
"having teh love of ur life leave u and saying u can still be friends *growl* is lik having ur dog die, with ur mom in teh background, saying u can still keep it"
I guess this SHOULD make me feel better, but it doesnt... considering i am so far in depression rite now.. bcuz my "fiance" *hiss* just left me for my best friend. 5, ya 5!, months before our wedding... u have no idea how it feels when u set up and in 5 minutes flat... everything u worked at and hoped for comes crashing to ur feet. From a million feet in teh air...
Roses are red, Violets are blue, Sugar is sweet And so are you!! But... The roses are wilted, The violets are dead, The sugar bowls empty And my wrists are stained red.
Go to sleep and close your eyes,
And dream of broken butterflies
That tore their wings against a thorn.
You know the pain that they have endured
Silver metal shine so bright
Scarlet blood that feels so right.
Dream of that blood trickling down,
And wake up just before you drown.
The moonlight shining off your tears
As you bleed out your worst fears.
So tonight when you start to cry
Whisper the cutters lullaby:
Hushabye baby, you're almost dead
You don't have a pulse and your pillow is red.
Your family hates you
Your friends let you bleed
Sleep tight with a knife,
Cause its all that you need.
Rockabye baby, Broken and scarred,
You didn't know life would be this hard.
Time to end the pain you hid so well
And down you'll come baby,
Straight back to hell
ok, so i went on this incredibly LONG car trip (in a teeny truck, mind you) to my cabin in teh mountains. We had soo much fun!! It was hot and sticky but fun none-the-less. we star-gazed with a high powered telescope, we had a camp fire, we went fishing (not me, EWW!!), we had our first times kayaking (INCREDIBLY FUN!!!) and we watched fireworks while we ate bubblegum ice cream!! we also went to a cook-off thingy, teh food was gross and there was no sushi (hehe) but we all had an amazing time. the only thing is on our way up there i got car sick (NASTY!!) and i had to sit next to my 10 YO sister (MAJOR headaches lol) through teh whole ride :| But anyway, at least i had TONS of fun :D
Leave me comments and tell me how ur 4th of July vacation went :D
SEE YA L8ER!!!
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[1] Whats your Name?:
[2] Are we close?:
[3] What do you think of me?:
[4] Do you fancy me?:
[5] Would u kiss me?:
[6] Would you date me?:
[7] Describe me in 3 words?:
[8] If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do?:
[9] What was ur first impression of me?:
[10] Do u still think the same?:
[11] What reminds u of me?:
[12] If you could give me anything what would it be?:
[13] How well do u know me? :
[14] What do u like best about me?:
[15] Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt?:
[16] Could you ever love me?:
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why?:
[18] R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u?:
[19] Anything 2 say b4 u go?: